I'm staring at my computer screen with my fingers poised wondering what to say. I haven't blogged in a while, but it isn't because there hasn't been anything happening or I haven't been photographing. Photography is my art and it is a large part of who I am. I will do it until I cannot lift the camera any more.
I'm one who loves to enjoy life. I seriously love people and I love being involved in their lives and recording legacies in visual story. My family, friends and clients are in my heart. I am one to throw myself into my business, projects, my causes and other things that I believe in. I care a lot.
In the last four-or-so months, it is like the God of the Universe decided it was a good experiment to see how much Jen could actually handle without cracking. Many things/issues have compounded on me and then some over this time. I have learned that I'm actually much stronger, as a person, than I thought I was despite how weak I feel right now.
I'm sure many of you have felt how I feel, but I've had to make a conscious decision to let all these things beat me, or run the gauntlet and give it every last ounce of my strength and win.
I will get back to blogging great images and happiness soon. In the mean-time, I'm running the gauntlet because all these things disrupting my life are NOT going to win!
I want to wish all of you a Happy New Year. 2013 is going to be fabulous!